Disspointment.

Hello! Today was my first day back at school but to be honest it didn't really feel like it! I spent my weekend at Bexley open meet in London. It was a hard weekend as it was my last chance to get a county time and unfortunately I didn't get it. I was disappointed and after my 50m breast I got really upset and I was crying a bit so I went and saw my mum up in the gallery, I just was getting really disappointed and annoyed because I wasn't getting any county times. On the Saturday Pete had told me that I need to be aggressive and that I need to be completely focused and at first I wasn't really and Pete told me off for that but from then on I really tried but I still wasn't getting any county times and I was getting really frustrated. I calmed Dow. And had to go and do my last race which was 100m IM, which I wasn't really up for but I still did it and tried hard,and I did well I was on PB. I went home really disappointed and getting up this morning and going swimming was really hard and I really wasn't up for it, but I went and it was a nice set. Pete said that I shouldn't worry if I don't get my time and I shouldn't be disheartened because I will get, my time will come. I do know that it will come but I am still a bit upset because everybody who I swimming with are all getting their county times and I am not so I am finding it hard getting up and swimming at 5.00 am because i just dont understand whats going wrong but I have to keep working hard and move on to my next open meet. Well until next time!