Recovering

Hello, I am back! I am very sorry that I have not blogged in ages but I was very ill all week the week before last, was very busy last week and then I fell a bit ill again this weekend, so I havent had much time! Right ok so lets go way back to the West Suffolk open meet. Right so I did ok on Saturday and got a pb on my 100m breaststroke which I was quite happy about and also one on my 200m backstroke, although I do think I could got a bit of a better time, I was very gutted about my 50m backstroke as I didn't get a pb or a very good time, and the same on my 50m frontcrawl, although I was close. I did ok in my 200m IM, although again I think I could of done better, but then again at the time I was coming down with a virius. I spoke to my coach Pete and he said that I must stay positive and that he thinks I don't beleive in myself and that I can do it, but it's all in my head and that I must stay positive and beleive that I can do it. Then I woke up on Sunday with a fever and a bad throat, so I couldn't go,which I was quite gutted about as that was the day of my 200m frontcrawl and 50m breastroke which I really wanted to try and get a good time in. Then I had to have the whole week off school because of my virius and fever, although I was determined to go in on Friday but after two lessons mum had to take me home and apparantly I looked half dead. Then I was better on the Saturday which was good as we had a wedding in Newcastle which I had been looking forward to. I had a great time at the wedding with my cousins and other family members and it was a great wedding. Then on the Sunday we all went to an all you can eat buffet! It was simply marvellous and such tasty foods to choose from! Then we headed home. Then last week I got back into my swimming regine, which was tough and I was very tired Friday after getting back into swimming, netball and all my other sports, and I also ran an 800m at school which i won, which also made me very tired. I have started to get back into the swing of things and my coach had a talk with me. He said that I was at the point where I was doing really really well and then an incident happened which he knows did effect me even though I said it didn't and then I was ill and now I need to get back to doing really well, which he said is going to be hard but I must push myself in training and keep on working hard because he is starting to look at groups for September and he really wants to coach me but I need to get back to the point of doing really well so that he can coach me. I am now going to really push myself in training and get back to where I was. Then yesterday I was sick in the car and later on in the night so I going to have had to miss my swimming and karate today, but I will be back into it again tomorrow.